Sunday, March 23, 2025

Road Trip (1) - Austin, Mn. to Liberal, Ks.

 




Road Trip – Austin, Mn. to Liberal, Ks.



1.

My father grew up in a small town in central Nebraska.  Every year, his father, a Lutheran pastor, took the family to a Bible camp in Estes Park, Colorado.  Those trips, I think, provided a template for my father’s experience of travel by car.


A good day’s progress over the highways was about 300 miles.  My father imagined “good time” (as he put it) consisted of making about fifty miles per hour.  When he was a young man, people traveled along two-lane highways, passing through small towns on the plains located about 15 to 20 miles apart.  Each small town required the visitor to slow down to 30 miles per hour (25 in some places) and, usually, stop for a minute or two at a traffic signal controlling the place where two rural highways intersected in the village, generally between blocks of old red brick buildings raised up when the railroads first came to town, in 1870's in Nebraska and, later, farther west. The route through town passed a school, grain elevators, a motel with identical doors opening along its facade into the oil- and transmission-spattered parking lot, churches, and the Carnegie library.  Then, it was back to the open road, winding over hills with the road’s hatched center-line aimed straight for the highest point in the terrain.  At fifty mph, 300 miles was six hours travel, a long enough day behind the wheel as far as my father was concerned.


2.

On Wednesday, February 26, 2025, I left Austin at 4:41 in the morning.  For Minnesota, the weather was calm and temperate, 36 degrees.  Near the edge of town, where the road crosses Turtle Creek, a lone deer slipped across the two-lane blacktop, nudged into a trot by my headlights.  On the radio, a broadcast journalist was talking about something called “risky play” – that is, allowing elementary-age students to engage in “rough-and-tumble” play during recess.  A pilot experiment in “risky play” (different from “hazardous play” which is not recommended) was underway at three schools in Wichita, Kansas.  I paid close attention to this segment on the morning news show.  In eight hours, if all went well, I would be driving through Wichita.  


I had planned to start my drive at about six a.m.  But, when I awoke around 4 in the morning, further sleep eluded me.  “If all went well...” was the aspect of the drive that troubled me.  The world is vast and full of dangers and it’s not necessary for “all to go well”.  In fact, a host of things can go wrong.


3.

By 5:12 a.m., I was at the border with Iowa, not much of a trip since it is only about 30 miles to that location from my home.  Northern Iowa was dotted with cold spots along the Interstate Highway, places where the temperature dipped suddenly, for no apparent reason, to 27 to 29 degrees according to my dashboard.  What was the explanation for these pockets of cold air?  I know that paranormal investigators sometimes encounter cold spots, places with clammy temperatures that they attribute to the presence of ghosts.  But why were there so many ghosts along these empty pre-dawn stretches of straight, flat, featureless freeway?


I observed another odd phenomenon: some sort of mostly imperceptible mist hovered in the air and, when the glare from my headlights grazed the white hypen-shaped center line on the freeway, the beam reflected upward into the air.  Each striped hatchmark on the road cast a pillar of white light above the center line.  It was as if I were driving beside an endless palisade of marble-white columns standing upright between the lanes.


But, then, the eastern sky brightened, pale bluish rays sculpting the edges of purplish clouds erect like motionless sentries against the horizon and the flat, snow-streaked landscape of northern Iowa revealed itself, not as strip-tease or peek-a-boo, but as shapes slowly sharpening into edges and corner.  Behind a cloud, the sun shone and the haze escarpment now shed jets of light, fingers of radiance drooping down to caress the frozen stubble in the fields.  


4.

I passed along the edges of Des Moines, continued south, and crossed the border into Missouri at 8:32 in the morning.  (“Making good time” as my father might have said.)  I skirted Kansas City around 10:30 and, from Leavenworth, followed the turnpike toward Wichita.


When I have come this way before, travelers on the Kansas Tollway were issued tickets punched to mark the point of their access to the turnpike.  Upon exiting, a fee was charged, calculated on the basis of mileage incurred on the toll-road.  But times have changed.  There were no toll-booths, no attendants anywhere to issue cards, no fee-collectors at the exit ramps.  Signs indicated that Kansas drivers could use their EZ pass for road access or that charges could be paid on the internet at a certain website advertised on official-looking signs.  The assumption, of course, is that every driver will have several thousand dollars worth of computer equipment readily accessible or will be driving with an expensive smart-phone.  I’m not sure that these assumptions are necessarily accurate.


I exited the turnpike at Wichita, driving a long commercial boulevard south of the city.  The center of town was marked by a series of solitary-looking low skyscrapers, glass towers of an unprepossessing height standing a mile or so north of the road where I was driving.  A dozen stoplights slowed my passage along the edge of the city.  I imagined that beneath those crystal ramparts, there were schools and schoolyards where children were squealing with delight as they engaged in risky play.  


5.

(My transit of the Kansas tollway has a sequel.  Eight days later, I began to get text-messages on my phone ordering me to pay incurred “EZ pass charges” or risk forfeiting my driver’s license.  I had no idea how to make payment, a confusing matter since I was driving when these belligerent messages appeared and unable to attend to them.  I called my office and found that my paralegal who had gone nowhere near a turnpike in the past three weeks – for, at least, eight days she had been in Merida in the Yucatan – had received the identical message.  Later, I discovered that my wife, left alone in Austin to care for our dog while I was traveling, had received the same texts demanding payment.  Obviously, the messages were a part of some kind of scam, a fraud that I escaped, primarily, because I’m not sufficiently computer-literate to have paid the alleged toll.  The internet is a sewer of fraud and criminality.  In my case, the scam had a certain plausibility – after all, I had, in fact, driven on a famous toll-road authorized to charge fees for my use.  The charges asserted by the text-messages were only $6.69, certainly a cheap enough “ask”, although I presume that the gist of the fraud is to secure access to a credit card number used to make the payment. A couple weeks later, the actual charges from Kansas tollway reached me by mail – it was something like $18.19, including a $1.50 service charge for the toll road.)


6.

About fifty miles from Wichita, the landscape billows into vast expanses of treeless, rolling prairie, an area called the Flint Hills.  The center of the hills is an elevated ridge called the Bazaar Cattle Pens, a place where some wooden corrals crowd around an exit to nowhere.  At this time of year, the landscape is brown, barren-looking with cold water reflecting the white sky cupped in little terraces and potholes on the hillsides.  The ponds shiver in the wind, scaled with flecks of reflected sunlight and the more sheer sides of the hills are eroded, cut banks of wind-blown loess flaking off in the breeze.  Some black-faced cattle are ascending a draw.  The sky is huge and as empty as the land beneath it.  On the radio, a classical station is playing Beethoven’s fourth piano trio, a work that adapts a popular tune from the opera The Corsair (Weigl) for the chamber piece.  The trio in B-Flat is called the “Gassenhauer”, that is, “the street song” since the music’s jolly theme was often sung impromptu by revelers departing the bars; the theme carries the operatic aria title: “Before venturing this awesome task, I need to eat a snack.”


At El Dorado, an oil refinery glints dully in a scaffolding of tubes and pipes.  A sign tells me that I am passing the exit to Tonganoxie and Eudora.  (Tonganoxie, a word meaning “shorty” in Delaware, was the nickname of an Indian chief who once lived in this area.  Eudora was the daughter of another Indian leader, Chief Paschal Fish, a Kansa, who sold the site of his village and lands in 1856 to a German emigrant group.  Quantrill’s raiders rode through this area on their way to the bloody raid on Lawrence, Kansas.  The good folks of Eudora thought it would be a good idea to warn the community at Lawrence of the advancing marauders.  But their good intentions didn’t match their equine abilities.  The two men sent to Lawrence to warn of the attack both crashed their horses and ending up dying on the road.)


7.

At Greenburg, a group of Mennonite women are shopping in a convenience store after filling up their pickup truck with fuel.  A sign tacked to an utility pole advertises the “Big Well”, a hand-dug pit cut down through the soil and rock to a vein of water in the ground 109 feet below.  Next to the Big Well sign, an arrow pointing to the south “three blocks”, there is another placard showing a plump chef with a cleaver: “Kock’s Meats.”  I am forty miles from Dodge City, the infamous cowtown where Marshal Matt Dillon presided as sheriff on the longstanding TV show, one of my father’s favorite programs.


8.

The dilapidated, bare trees scattered in forlorn shelter belts across the prairie remind me that it is a terrible thing to be a tree in the winter.  The branches look aghast and the trees throw up their limbs and boughs as if in contortions of horror or agony.


9.

The territory to the north of the east-west running highway breaks into badlands.  The choppy terrain is grey and brown, steps in the prairie linked by little ramps of fallen gravel.  Oil wells are working among the pits and fissures.


10.

Years ago, when I traversed this same terrain, I recall passing a railroad trestle on my right (to the north).  The sun was setting at that time and the grid of wooden timbers comprising the trestle caught the reddish light and held it confined in little cells suspended over the dry gulch.  Today, the sun is still high in the sky.  In this light, the old trestle looks like a military fortification of some sort.


11.

It’s warm enough here for the grassy fields to glow with a bright emerald light.  The fields are covered in smooth, lacquered, green carpet.


12.

I have supper in the Cattleman’s Café along State Highway 54 in Liberal, Kansas.  The decor is tornado-themed.  Huge mural-sized photographs show intimidating black and bruise-blue clouds darkening the sky and trailing thick serpentine cyclones.  Another big picture shows the Wicked Witch from The Wizard of Oz brandishing her broom like a samurai sword.  The bars along the side of the road have names like “The Twister Tavern” and “The Storm Cellar.”


13.

Around the outskirts of the cheerless little city, there are lots full of debris from the oil-fields: big rusty tanks, complex valves and pipe-joints, as well as hammer-head pumping rigs knocked over on their side.  


14.

The drive from Austin to Liberal took me 12 hours behind the wheel.  

Saturday, March 22, 2025

Road Trip - Interlude

 Interlude


I must have seen Rio Bravo, a half-dozen times.  But I didn’t recall a cowboy tune in the movie, a ballad sung by Dean Martin and Ricky Nelson.  The name of that song is “My rifle, my pony, and me,” with lyrics by Dean Martin for a melody written by Dmitri Tiomkin.  


In Victor Erice’s recent film, Close your Eyes (2023), a movie director has retired to a camp on the sea-shore.  One night, the director drinks with some friends and, picking up a guitar, strums a song.  He sings in English, the tune from Rio Bravo.  The music seemed familiar to me and I suspected that the melody was from Rio Bravo, not because of anything that I recalled from that 1959 Western, but more on the basis of my sense for the tastes of European cinephiles.  I looked at YouTube and, indeed, there are many clips, only a little longer than two minutes showing the song as it appears in Howard Hawks’ film.  Dean Martin is lying on a cot, stretched-out with his stetson hat tiled down to half cover his face.  He sings as Ricky Nelson plays the guitar.  John Wayne looks on; he is drinking coffee from a tin cup and looks bemused as the two cowpokes alternate singing stanzas in the song.  Walter Brennan has a mouth-harp at his lips and also accompanies the ballad.  Once you have seen this part of the movie, of course, you are moved and believe that you will never forget this little interlude.  But, apparently, time after time, I have, in fact, forgotten this scene in the movie.  Only Close your Eyes, itself a wonderful picture, brought this to mind.  


When I was younger, I was a serious person and, perhaps, thought that interjecting this song into the movie was problematic and distracting.  I’m not serious any more.  


***


The sun is sinking in the west / The cattle go down to the stream / The redwing settles in the nest / It’s time for a cowboy to dream.


Purple light in the canyons / That’s where I long to be / With my three good companions / My rifle, my pony, and me.


***

It’s a skid row somewhere:  our story brick buildings that are cold in the Winter and ovens in the summer, transient hotels and saloons, alleyways where abandoned mangy dogs bark, garbage cans along the stained sidewalk loaded with booze bottles, drifters in soiled jeans and tee-shirts loitering on the street corners where there are panhandlers and a couple of floozies standing under a street lamp.  The figures in the three-dimensional diorama are about five inches tall, each showing a particular person: broken noses from prize-fighting or brawls, high cheek bones, a shock of blonde or red hair, thousand-yard stares and impenetrable expressions.  The men on sidewalk and gathered at the stoop of the shabby hotel put their thumbs in their waist-bands and thrust forward their hips as if about to urinate on one of scabby brick walls.  A newspaper has fallen to the pavement.  If you put your eye close to the display, you can peek into the upper windows of the hotel: some unmade beds, a man with a cigarette on his lip leaning on the sill as he surveys the street scene below him, a woman in a dimly lit hallway with bare feet wearing her yellowish shift; in another room, someone squats on a stool, dazed, it seems, by the flickering light of a TV screen.  On the ground level of the lodging place, a larger window opens into a room where a broad in red skirt is leaning forward to take her shot at some white and red and green pool balls while three men sit at a table with a whiskey bottle between them and fans of cards splayed out on the table-top.  A tiny bulb in a street lamp casts an irregular yellow light on the scene. It must be midnight in the Bowery.  


This scene is displayed in the Ranch restaurant, a café about three-quarters of a mile off Interstate 90 at Fairmont, Minnesota.  The diorama stands at the entrance to the café.  You walk past it entering the place and leaving as well.  There isn’t really a name for a thing like this.  At least, I don’t know what a diorama display of this sort should be called.  And I have no idea why the scene is at this restaurant or what, if anything, it is supposed to mean.  I’ve admired this display at least ten times, when stopping on legal business, in Fairmont, a place that is about seventy miles from my home in Austin.  Unlike the tune in Rio Bravo, this isn’t something that I have forgotten.  It’s simply too indelible, too incongruous and remarkable.  A little card next to the diorama in the entrance foyer to the café – a place with an old dinner counter and about eight booths with formica tables – says that the object is the work of someone called Michael Garman.   


The display exhausts the eye with its patient accumulation of sordid details.  It’s some kind of art work.  But I don’t have a word for the kind...


***


Gonna hang my sombrero / On the limb of a tree / Comin’s home, sweetheart darlin’ / Just my rifle, my pony, and me.


Whipporwill in the willow / Sings a sweet melody / Riding to Amarillo / Just my rifle, my pony, and me.


No more cows to be rope’nd / No more strays do I see / ‘Round the bend, she’ll be waitin’ / For my rifle, my pony, and me.


  

Road Trip (2): Liberal, Kansas to Gallup, New Mexico

 Road Trip (2): Liberal, Kansas to Gallup, New Mexico



1.

A little past sleep’s boundaries, on the outskirts of dream, a lonesome train whistle blows.  Something shudders over rough tracks.  Then, I’m awake.  Numbers glowing on a clock tell me its half-past three.  There’s no retreat from this promontory back into sleep and, so, I prepare for the day.


22 degrees outside.  I’m on the highway driving at 5:15 am.  High Plains Radio broadcasting from studios in Amarillo, Texas has a clear signal on the llano estacado (‘the staked plains’).


Someone first used llano estacado to describe this land, flat terrain that slopes upward to the west at a rate of 10 feet per mile traveled in that direction.  Some geographers think that the term refers to buttes and mesas in the west part of the area, sheer-walled escarpments with stone palisades that look a bit like forts or stockades.  Others believe that the vast area was once marked with stakes or stone pillars driven into the earth to delineate paths across the featureless country that was, in fact, a sort of labyrinth.  If everything looks the same, the place is a maze without direction except that imposed by the sun and stars overhead.  


2.

I cross the Oklahoma border at 5:26, also not much of an accomplishment since you can look into that neighboring state from Liberal.  Texhoma is on the border between Texas and Oklahoma.  I pass through that place at 6:21.  The roads are empty and run mostly arrow-straight, rational thoroughfares with passing lanes at six mile intervals – it’s smooth, fast travel.  The trucks are mostly asleep at this hour.


Dalhart, Texas is a regional trade center.  The sun is rising but the day remains dim.  Enormous feed lots line the speedway of the road and there’s a stench in the air, acres of black cattle standing in the shadow of mountains of dung.  


3.

When I drove this way a couple years ago, I came upon a lonesome giant, a big Texan standing next to the south shoulder on the road.  Big Tex is a gunfighter wearing a ten-gallon hat and he looms up over the wasteland like Ozymandias, twenty feet tall.  When I came upon the place, I stopped and took some pictures.  A steak-house that Big Tex had once advertised was reduced to rubble and charred timber.  Across from the giant, a grain elevator stood in icy repose.  (In this part of Texas and Oklahoma, you pass one grain elevator with white columns and a blunt pale tower only to see another such facility rising above the horizon ten miles farther down the road – grain elevator succeeds grain elevator on this road to nowhere.)


The giant is still in place, leaning a little over the two-lane highway and the iceberg of the grain elevator, columns like a classical temple, stands across the road.  The ruins of the steakhouse have been bulldozed into the ground.  The difference between now and then is that four semi-trucks are gathered here on the side of the road, slumbering giants themselves.  It used to be that over-the-road truckers stopped at truck or rest stops to spend the night.  Now, the trucks just pull onto the side of the road anywhere that there is enough shoulder to accommodate a resting semi.  For instance, the pull-offs for roadside historical markers are lined with trucks, so many tractor-trailers that you can’t reach the monument concealed somewhere behind the vehicles.  Many off- and on-ramps on the freeways are lined with parked trucks and, at the rest stops, semis in procession extend for a quarter-mile in both directions from the roadside amenity.  It’s puzzling because this phenomenon didn’t exist even three years ago.  Is it a sign of more semi-tractor-trailers on the road or some kind of endemic lawlessness?


I swoop past Big Tex.  The little conclave of trucks around the figure of the giant gunfighter seems to be intentional, some sort of perverse community.


4.

The sun rises without announcing itself.  As the light spreads across the plain, I cn see that I am traversing a grey-brown prairie dotted with sage brush.  It is completely flat and the horizons in all directions are marked with grain elevators seen from an immense distance, small pale rivets at the edge of the world.


5.

I reach New Mexico at 7:37, crossing the border into the ghost town of Nara Vista.  This looks like bad luck place, snake-bit: the community center, a brick building with a ruined portico, has lost more than half of its roof – skeletal beams span parts of the roof where the shingles are torn away.  A storm seems to have wrecked the place, scattering shattered debris around the hulking structure.  No viable houses remain upright although there are some plywood shacks collapsing into themselves at the center of empty lots near the road.  On the margins, a couple of trailer houses that might still be occupied stand half-uprooted in the dust.  Mesquite trees line a dilapidated fence-line and some cattle loading pens made from rusting iron pipe with ramps and enclosures of battered, splintery timber mark the center of a scatter of what were once commercial buildings.  The little adobe huts are abandoned, although some of them still proclaim that they were once cafes or souvenir shops or bars in faded letters on their walls.  It looks like a bomb exploded here, a neutron weapon that left the humble, low-slung buildings standing but killed all of the people.  Not a single window in town is intact, broken glass glints around the wrecked shacks.  At the edge of town, there’s a motel that looks like a movie prop – it seems to be fashioned of brown corrugated cardboard.  


Twenty miles down the road, the concrete ribbon passing through gravel arroyos and conical heaps of clay – a kind of humble, dull malpais – I see the buttes rising over Tucumcari.  The route here becomes a little complex, country lanes with stop signs next to auto salvage yards and ag implement graveyards.  Big buttes rise over the town, sheer-walled heights lined along the top with pine trees.


I’m in Mountain Time, an hour earlier, so that it is now 7:20.  I buy breakfast and some gas and merge onto Interstate 40.  


This is butte country with long escarpments frowning down on the freeway.  The edges of the escarpments are rock cliffs fluted where the stone faces are fractured.  


6.

I stop for toilets at a place called Cline’s Corner.  There’s a chill wind gushing from the canyons.  This is an old souvenir and rest stop on Route 66.  The place is huge and archaic, full of faux-Navajo blankets, turquoise jewels inset in silver, and colorful pots.  Slaughtered antelope are mounted on the walls and the walkway to the toilet passes a curved wall built from semi-translucent blocks of glass, a way of building that reminds me of my childhood – no one has erected a barrier of opaque glass blocks like this for fifty years or more.  Does anyone even make these milky bricks any longer?


The toilets are accessed through an arcade where there are five mechanical automatons, all of them, fortune-tellers named “Zoltan”, confined in glass boxes.  One of the Zoltans is an Indian chief with a florid, feathered headdress; another is a Turk wearing a purplish turban.  The other three fortune-tellers are extraterrestrials, Zoltans from outer-space, with grey-green flesh and dark almond-shaped eyes with reptilian jaws.  In the rest-room, there are 20 heavy urinals, drizzling water down their pale breasts and flooding parts of the floor.  There must be a dozen metal stalls, although I don’t count them.  


West of Cline’s Corner, I-40 crosses a rocky high plain toward the Sandia Mountains.  The mountains are really just a single elongated dome of rock, black with forests at higher elevations.  The Sandias are set in a sort of bathtub-shaped depression and the freeway snakes down steep 6% grade hillsides, twisting and turning through landscape that looks like a furnace, all broken rock and burnt slopes.  On the other side of the mountains, skirted by I-40 running in slots south of the main ridge, Albuquerque fills the valley (the west side of the bathtub shaped depression that holds the mountain range).  The freeway is briefly congested.  Signs advertise shysters specializing in motor vehicle collisions: “Hurt? Call Bert!”, “Get the Law GIANT!” a burly guy in a suit waves his fist in the air: “Call the GORILLA!”.  A couple of lawyers on a billboard flash toothy smiles next to the legend: “One Billion recovered for Clients!”  


The freeway rises out of the depression where the city is heaped-up, some skyscrapers scattered here and there on a hump crowded with little glass and brick buildings.  The way west is over enormous waves of land that crest with rocky summits, then, fall again into troughs, the next wave following on immediately as the terrain rises again.  Each valley’s floor is a little big higher than the preceding trough between the stony ridges and, so, this somewhat schematic landscape – up, down, up, then, down again but not as far down as before, and so on – carries the interstate west under the shadow of the big tree-clad mountain at Grant, New Mexico, past the exits to the Acoma sky city pueblo, past lava fields of crumpled black stone so rough and jagged that it hurts the eye to behold them, and, then, along the red rock ridges to Gallup.  


7.

Gallup lies in a groove between mesas fused together to form continuous, east-west running ridges.  The town bills itself “the Indian capitol of the world” –it lies midway between the Pueblo and Acoma country to the east and the immense Navajo reservation to the west.  Zuni pueblos are to the south and the Hopi on their three mesas live northwest of town.  These people gather, with representatives of other First Nations, at the great Intertribal Powwow held at Gallup’s Red Rock Park each August.  The park is about a mile and a half north of I-40 on the outskirts of town.  Battleship-sized prows of smooth red rock jut from the steep mesa escarpment with its cliffs above the slickrock mostly comprised of chalky, pale heights studded with boulders.  Atop the mesa, horn-shaped pillars rise over the valley – there are two peaks of this sort in Red Rocks Park: Church Rock and the Pyramid.  


The powwow grounds, empty in late February, consist of some one-way loop roads, big parade-grounds covered with scuffed sand and dust, rows of mesquite trees and metal arcades where food vendors and regalia traders apparently ply their trade at the festival.  Beyond a wall and courtyard, a wing of buildings crouches with their back walls up against the big fin of smooth stone colored like scarlet coral at the bottom of the sea.  These are administrative offices for the powwow and a dim, gloomy museum with haphazard galleries arranged around a dark central corridor.  In glass cases, I can see some dull-looking pottery, bows and arrows, and garments decorated with feathers and beadwork fringes dangling from the buckskin tunics.  The galleries are open but entirely empty.  A woman at the desk describes for me some hiking trails that lead up into the red rock canyons.  You can walk uphill to the Pyramid or follow a loop trail that circles the Church Rock.  I ask the woman which route is easiest and she says, without much hesitation, that the Church Rock route is best.  


It’s a quarter mile drive from the buildings jammed up against the five-story rock face to a post-office built in rustic western style and a big field full of trampled white powder that extends toward the cliffs.  At the front of the powdery basin full of sand, a couple of ponies are housed in metal cages, iron cubicles designed to hold livestock used in the rodeo.  


I park my car along the metal corrals and begin to trudge across the field of powdery sand.  Someone shouts at me.  An Indian guy has appeared out of nowhere, either rising up out of the earth itself or the crumpled heap of dark-brown manure next to the corral.


The man tells me that his good friend cut his foot on a broken bottle and that he has to go to the hospital.  He pulls out a half-shredded plastic sack and offers to sell me a coral necklace, tangled in a knot, and a silver medallion.  “Did you enjoy your walk?” the man asks me.  “I haven’t started yet,” I reply.  I tell him that I don’t need to buy his wares but will give him twenty dollars.  So that’s the toll to access these red rock cliffs and steep, eroded hills.


8.

I am accustomed to walk my dog three times daily: 16 blocks early in the morning, eight blocks at noon, and six blocks before supper.  These strolls have misled me into believing that I am a strong and confident walker.  People who mistakenly consider themselves “strong and confident” swimmers end up drowning.  What happens to those mistaken about their stamina and competence as walkers?


The sun is bright and the weather dry, although it remains somewhat cold.  The walk through the powdery dust beyond the corrals saps my strength a little.  Gallup lies at 6500 feet above sea-level and this seems the sort of place where you could get sunburned, and, even, dehydrated, while tramping through the snow.  Beyond the field of white sand, the trail leads upward, in some places a scramble over loose boulders wedged into pebbly funnels in the stone.  For a few hundred yards, the path leads along a box canyon, skirting some unstable-looking ledges over a gulch also full of the same powdery stuff that I have just traversed, drifts and dunes of white dust.  At the head of the canyon, there is a modest pour-off, perhaps, thirty feet high, where the gorge dead-ends against a horseshoe-shaped cliff.  The trail crosses upward above the pour-off, marked by knee-high cairns of stone stacked on inclines of naked rock.  It’s not always obvious where to walk and I feel a bit unsteady on my feet, carefully picking my way up the steep prisms of rock.  At one point, I go astray and end up under an overhang of rock in a slot canyon with no egress.  I retrace my steps and veer left around some big boulders in a chaotic rock-fall.  The way forward is tricky, uphill through narrow ditches scored in the rock faces.  At the top of the stony arroyo, the pinnacles are welded together at the hip, standing stones colored like grey chalk with separate, pencil-shaped tips scoring the blue empty sky.


I clamber out of a hip-deep trench and see that the path ahead of me crosses a tilted rock surface. It’s angled upward 60 degrees and small fist-sized depressions have been chiseled out of the stone to afford footholds. This looks too sketchy for me to navigate and, so, I retrace my steps, slipping and sliding down over the loose gravel in the chutes gouged in the cliffs.  


I’m breathing heavily as I pass the trail head and trudge across the powdery ankle-deep sand filling the basin near the corral.


Walking in this canyon is a very different proposition then piloting my dog over level sidewalks at home.  I’m a little shaken by the unsuccessful hike.


9.

As the sun is setting, I make my way cross-town to a Mexican restaurant called Jerry’s Café.  This place is a well-known eatery in Gallup and, on this Wednesday night, it’s crowded.  A girl-junkie in torn jeans is sitting on the sidewalk a couple storefronts from the little place.  Beyond a fence protecting some parked cars, a muffler giant about 20 feet tall, moored by steel cables stands guard over the shabby neighborhood.  The muffler giant is brother to Big Tex, the gunfighter, looming over the llano estacadero of the Texas panhandle.  He also wears a big ten-gallon hat.   The sun is setting in his armpit and he casts a long shadow over the cars and the street.


Jerry’s Café is a hole in the wall, a long narrow room crowded with people at tables and booths.  The kitchen is hidden in the rear, someplace near the toilets.  The customers are all working-class Hispanic people with a scattering of gringos here and there.  My plate of enchiladas is drowned in a magma-like red sauce that tastes the way I suppose the red rock canyons and the buttes might taste – earthy with a hard spiny backbone of hot spice.  The flavor is harsh but good.  Outside the glass picture window at the front of the café, the sidewalk and street turn blue.  Night has come.  In a trench running through the middle of the town, a train is laboring through the darkness.     

Friday, March 21, 2025

Road Trip (3) - to Flagstaff

 Road Trip (3) – to Flagstaff



1.

6:54 - driving.  7:25 - Arizona border.  Canyon walls on both sides of I-40, cliff-tops lined with pine.  Frozen puddles.


Big Lithodendron Wash, then, Good Water followed by Little Lithodendron Wash.  The canyon walls have diminished to chipped stone outcrops.  The trees have retreated to the far horizons and the country is high chaparral, grasslands extending in all directions.


The world’s largest petrified tree is protected by an iron fence next to the parking lot of a souvenir shop that sells blankets and pottery.  The busted thumb of the tree trunk is broad as a barrel and frayed at the top.  Small white teepees are arrayed across a stony hillside.  


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Homolovi State Park is about a mile northeast of the Winslow I-40 exit.  A narrow two-lane road leads to the park boundaries where a half-dozen burros are grazing on the shoulder.  The visitor center stands on a desert knoll with a flagstone patio overlooking miles and miles of high desert.  The terrain consists of barren low hills veined with rock ridges.  Some peculiar conical buttes mark the horizon to the north – these are the so-called “Hopi Buttes,” little tent-shaped protuberances atop a long bluish ridge.


I’m alone at the Visitor Center.  A park ranger with a bushy Civil War-style beard is on the phone taking a reservation for a campsite, a laborious task involving lots of detail.  Display cases house pottery shards, fragments of fiber twisted into twine and scraps of cloth, also a series of photographs about “experimental archaeology” – apparently, some instructors at the University of Northern Arizona spent an afternoon burning two mock-up pueblo structures to ascertain the tell-tale traces of intentional arson.  In this part of the world, ruined places are often discovered to have been burnt, raising questions as to whether the fire was the result of war on the desert or some kind of intentional cleansing of structures abandoned by their inhabitants.  A half-dozen large pictures show bright orange flames enveloping some masonry walls capped by timber vigas covered in thatch.


A trail leads to a Mormon cemetery for a place called Sunset City.  In the arroyos, there is a water course for the Little Colorado River and the town was built on the low cliffs overlooking the intermittent stream.  Although it’s hard to imagine in this dry country, the river flooded periodically and proved to be a resource with no value – the wash was dry most of the year and, so, the pioneers built rock walls to dam the stream when it was flowing; the idea was to impound water for their fields. But, when the ravine filled with water, flood ripped apart the dams and, for a good measure, tore down nearby houses.  After twenty years fighting the environment, the Mormons moved on, leaving a scatter of graves in the stony soil overlooking the chiseled-out arroyo cut by the river.  


The State Park was founded in 1986 to protect the ancestral pueblo (here called “ancestral Hopi”) ruins, seven large towns occupying hilltops overlooking the river-bed.  Originally, the place was called “Homolovi Ruins State Park” (“Homolovi” is Hopi word for “many small hills.”) The politics of archaeological sites of this sort are complex.  The Hopi reservation is comprised of a dozen or more hamlets on the First, Second, and Third mesas to the north.  In this part of the Southwest, the walls and kivas of abandoned prehistoric villages are said to have been built by the “ancestral Hopi.”  This is because living Hopi are adjacent to these places.  By contrast, ruins in New Mexico are attributed to the “ancestral pueblo” people – of course, the modern Pueblo Indians, mostly Tewa-speaking, live near those sites.  The old term for these villagers, “Anasazi” (a Navajo word that means the “enemies of our ancestors”), is no longer de riguer and considered politically incorrect.  The modern Hopi call the builders of the crumbling village sites on the high desert “Hisatsonim” or “ancient ones.”  There’s another wrinkle arising with regard to the ideology of Indian names in northern Arizona.  The Hopi don’t regard these abandoned ruins as either “abandoned” or “ruins”.  As far as the Hopi are concerned, any place occupied by their ancestors remains inhabited by spirits and the broken walls and crumbling stone turrets infested with ghosts aren’t “ruins,” but, somehow, still intact.  Around 2011, the Hopi petitioned for the name of the park to be changed so as to eliminate the offensive word “ruins” – Homolovi Ruins State Park became simply Homolovi State Park.  Similarly, the Visitor Center displays were re-written to avoid the notion that the towns had been “abandoned”.  The people once living here, according to Hopi tradition, had simply moved elsewhere but didn’t “abandon” their proprietary control over the remnants of these villages.  Accordingly, peculiar verbal circumlocutions exist at all archaeological sites in the area – ruined places abandoned for 700 years are neither “ruins” nor “abandoned”.  In Hopi mythology, all once-inhabited villages are merely way-stations marking temporary settlements where the people paused on their way to the First, Second, and Third mesas where they now live.    


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Two of the largest village sites can be accessed by winding roads that twist across the rolling hills.  The villages appear as a mounds of stacked field stone, the remains of walls that, in some places, rise about chest-high.  The flat shattered rocks form cell-like enclosures.  There are several excavated kivas.  Hopi kivas are square with high bench shelves along the walls enclosing a fire-pit and a bore-hole in the plastered floor to provide access for spirits to come and go.  Most notably, the warren of low, broken walls are surrounded by acres of pottery sherds.  I have been at many ruins and have never seen such an abundance of broken ceramic.  People have rummaged around in the dirt and random stones to collect arrays of 12 or 15 pieces of sherds from one or another broken vessel, setting the jigsaw pieces atop flat boulders so that you can peruse them.  The fans of broken ceramic resting on the rocks are surrounded by hundreds of other sherds, some of them bearing faint marks of paint, black slashes and hatches, or, in a some cases, textured – “corrugated” pottery as these things are technically called.  Wandering among these fields of ceramic debris, I understand why the Hopi are not entirely convinced that the Hisatsonim have left these places.  The traces of the old ones are shockingly vivid.  Each broken piece of pottery signifies the work of someone’s hands and, everywhere you look, ceramic sherds are looking back at you.  They fix you in their gaze like so many serpents or scorpions.  


The breeze whispers to you as it blows across the barren land.  Brooding pulpits of stone look down on the empty river bottom forty or fifty feet below.  The crown-shaped buttes on the northeast horizon are slate-blue.  Nothing is moving except the wind.  To the west, the snow-capped summits of the San Francisco peaks above Flagstaff rear head and shoulder high in the sky, improbably white and lofty.  


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I was 14 or 15 in 1970 when my family drove across this landscape on a camping trip.  We were traveling toward Flagstaff.  I think it was hot in the sun, then, but cool, even brisk and icy, in the shade.  At that time, Homolovi State Park didn’t yet exist.  I suppose the derelict walls were closer to the ground, then, not yet reconstructed but the vast field of broken pots must have been present all around the hilltop ruins.


We pulled off the highway about thirty miles from Flagstaff to visit the Meteor Crater, an attraction advertised by roadside signs for several hundred miles.  In those days, a box-shaped metal barn stood at the brink of the crater, perched on the rubble-rim at the intersection of several gravel trails that led along the edge of the hole blasted into the desert.  In the pole-barn, someone took your money and handed you a ticket to the attraction.  There were some contorted meteorites, metal slag full of pits and hollow pock marks, gold nuggets, a couple geodes cracked open to reveal cavities full of toothy amethyst crystals, a rusty six-shooter and a case of arrowheads.  It was a dusty, depressing road-side attraction, a collection of freakish oddities, the sort of place where Indian pots and tablet-shaped metates were shown cheek by jowl with rotting taxidermy (jackalopes and mermaids made by suturing half a monkey to a fish mount) and an “Aztec” mummy, either paper-mache or a cadaver looted out of some stony graveyard in another county.  On the other side of the shed, trails led to the edge of the crater.  I recall that the hole in the ground was vast, featureless, with sheer sides ravaged by landslides.  It was cold and the wind howled out of the crater, spitting grit in your eyes.  The scale of the catastrophe was vast and depressing, a wholly impersonal spectacle – this place was alien; it had nothing to do with you.


The meteor crater, still a privately owned tourist attraction, is more expensive today and more visitor friendly.  At the freeway exit, a bedraggled private campground greets visitors – there’s a battered-looking geodesic dome, a couple of little green men made from plastic raising hands in greeting, a rank of dispirited trees, and some old trailers and RV rigs arranged around a potholed driveway.  The five mile long road across the desert to the crater (which here looks like an unassuming low butte on the horizon) is marked with signs at mile intervals: 5 miles to Impact!, 4 Miles to Impact! and, so on.  The speed limit sign says: Meteors 27,000 miles a minute; all other vehicles 50 mph. 


The parking lot on northeast side of the crater’s rim is large, shoppingcenter-sized on two levels, although it’s most empty on the morning of my visit.  Ominous classical music plays on hidden speakers and the visitor center is the length of football field, also stacked up in two levels on the edge of the pit.  It’s expensive to visit the best-preserved meteor crater in the world: 28 dollars for an adult (reduced to 23 dollars for veterans, first responders, and the elderly).  Inside, the complex there are toilets fragrant with heavy floral scent, a courtyard with exhibits, several small but tastefully appointed museums, a cafeteria, gift shop and theater.  The displays are intelligently curated with informative labels that are National Park quality.  In the theater, you can sit in a recliner chair for a ten minute “4D” video presentation: the chair tilts and rocks and vibrates to illustrate the images on screen.  It’s a modestly effective stunt although the video accompanying the chair’s gyrations isn’t very good – something about a mission to destroy an asteroid aimed at earth: the mission’s captain is a mannequin-handsome, inert young man with a floppy-eared cartoon rabbit named Jackie for his co-pilot.  


I took a tour guided by a chubby Navajo kid wearing a baseball cap and carrying a backpack full of mineral samples and bottles of water.  The young man said that the tour was “committed” – this meant that when you left the Visitor Center in his company you were obliged to walk by his side a quarter mile along the rim of the crater; the doors through which you had exited the building were locked behind you.  The kid had a couple of interesting stories.  Visitors used to be allowed to hike down into the vast hole blasted out of the high desert.  Once, when a tour was underway at the bottom of the crater, local vandals somehow dragged a Volkswagen bus up to the rim and, then, pushed it over the brink so that it plunged into the hole, dragging some rock-slides behind.  “So this is when tours leading to the bottom of the crater ended,” the tour guide said, as if this explanation were sufficient and told you everything you needed to know.  The crater, the young man said, creates violent updrafts with gale winds billowing up over the edges of the pit.  Once, these winds caught a small plane flying over the crater, ripped off its wings and caused the aircraft to plummet into the bottom of the pit.  Evacuating people and corpses out of the hole is difficult.  Helicopters can’t be used to extract accident victims from the crater because of the violent and unpredictable winds.  So it’s now forbidden to fly-over the meteor crater or use drones in this area.  With good eyes, or a binoculars, you can just barely see a strip of plane fuselage resting in a wrinkled fold in the canyon walls.  


The crater has had several names: Canyon Diablo, Barringer Crater, Coon Mountain or Coon Butte and others. Although the great scar on the desert has been investigated for many years, details as to the event that created the hole are still uncertain.  For instance, it’s not clear as to the direction of the meteor’s approach before impact or its inclination to the surface.  The peculiar absence of any meteorite fragments in the pit led geologists to originally believe that the hole was the caldera of an extinct volcano, not an unreasonable surmise since there are many volcanic features within a sixty mile radius of the crater. The meteor impact seems to have occurred 50,000 years before the present. 


Viewed from its rim, the crater is an inaccessible spectacle, mostly round with high ramparts of shattered rock circumferential to a five-hundred foot deep cup.  The feature is about a mile across.  It’s impressive, but unsightly, like some kind of incomplete and gargantuan construction project.  The top of the rim is windy and the crater’s steep sides exude a slovenly sort of malice – if you slip and fall here, you will most likely die.  It seems improbable to even imagine that anyone ever successfully entered this deadly-looking pit, although apparently people have worked for years at its hollow bottom.  At the bulls-eye center of the crater, there’s a torpedo-shaped tank, a rusting winch and a sheet of corrugated metal covering an excavation pit.  A scatter of juniper trees decorates a ledge on the north side of the rim.  


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George Moreau Barringer came from a distinguished family in Philadelphia – an uncle had been a Confederate general in the Civil War.  Born in 1860, Barringer attended Princeton and graduated with a law degree.  The practice of law bored him and, so, he spent considerable time in the West, exploring Arizona territory with cronies like Theodore Roosevelt and the novelist Owen Wister.  (Wister wrote the iconic Western, The Virginian).  Barringer speculated in land and acquired rights to several mines in Arizona’s Pearce and Cochise counties.  These properties were lucrative and made Barringer into a very wealthy man.


In 1902, Barringer was staying in Tucson, close to his Commonwealth silver mine.  Uninterested in the musical soiree underway, Barringer went out on the porch to smoke a cigar.  A man named Samuel Holsinger, also taking the air on the porch, told Barringer about a great crater located on the high desert 35 miles to the east of Flagstaff.  Geological surveys conducted near the crater – then, thought to be the product of a volcanic explosion – showed large quantities of melted and fused sandstone around the pit.  Thousands of tons of silica sand, apparently resulting from temperatures high enough to make glass, had been found in the crater.  Furthermore, samples extracted from the 140 foot high rim of the crater showed anomalous chips and shards of nickel-iron slag.  On the basis of these factors, Barringer concluded that the feature was likely an impact crater, resulting from an iron-nickel meteor slamming into the desert.  Without traveling to see the crater, sight unseen, Barringer acquired the mineral patents to the crater and adjacent land.  Then, he formed a mining company called Standard Iron.  His plan was to excavate the shattered limestone and silica fill at the bottom of the crater to expose the enormous meteor that Barringer thought was buried beneath the concavity in the high chaparral.  Barringer’s estimate was that the iron-nickel meteorite weighed 100 million tons and, therefore, was mineral resource well worth mining under the remote crater.


Barringer commissioned geological studies to encourage investment in Standard Iron, Inc.  This work lasted until about 1908 with some preliminary shafts drilled into the layers of shattered sandstone under the center of the crater around 1906.  Actual mining activities began in earnest around 1909.   A black metal shed with a stark angular profile (in pictures, the works look like an early architectural design by Frank Gehry) was built to house the drilling rig.  The roof of the building is pierced by a pipe chimney – it’s cold at this altitude in Winter – and another well was dug nearby to provide water for the project.  Barringer’s crews drilled test shafts to a depth of three-hundred feet below the crater floor without encountering any evidence of buried meteorite.  During this work, a drill bit became trapped in what the miners thought was the buried asteroid.  Barringer ordered that a lateral adit be excavated into the crater’s south wall toward the location where the bit was buried.  This project was exceptionally dangerous due to the disturbed and broken rock strata, unstable layers of sandstone floating in a matrix of blast-silica.  The bit was retrieved but no large body of iron-nickel was discovered.  The inverted stratigraphy visible at the south rim of the crater suggested to Barringer’s mining engineers that the main body of the meteorite had plowed itself to rest somewhere off-center, probably south of the crater.  Slant drilling was, then, implemented in the hope of hitting the nickel-iron bonanza in the ground adjacent to the crater.  But these efforts also failed.


Twenty years passed.  Several million dollars were spent in exploratory shafts without finding any trace of underground iron-nickel deposits. Barringer’s investors were nervous and several of them withdrew from the enterprise.  Barringer thought that the success of his endeavor was nigh.  He hadn’t given up hope as to finding the elusive meteorite and, now, believed the nickel-iron bonanza was soon to be found.  He raised another 200,000 dollars for a final venture, promising to dig down to the meteorite body on this last attempt.  In the hope of inspiring additional investors, Barringer hired a geological consultant F. W. Moulton to assay the situation and provide a feasibility report as to exploiting the meteorite hidden under the crater.  Moulton revised previous calculations as to the mass of the meteor and concluded that the nickel-iron body likely weighed only about 300,000 tons.  Meanwhile, the drill crews had hit water about 380 feet under the floor of the crater.  The water turned the sand into a slurry and the drill became ineffective – it was like drilling through watery quicksand; the bit couldn’t get any purchase or traction on the emulsion.  Moulton’s report, disappointing to Barringer, was issued in 1928.   A few weeks after reading the report, Barringer dropped dead of a massive heart attack.  He was 69.  


In the final years before his death, Barringer supported his mining efforts by selling tons of high-grade silica sand to Coca Cola Company.  The sand was received in freight car loads in Atlanta, Georgia where it was melted again and converted into glass bottles for the beverage.  (Silica mining was revived in the forties to the extent that a small school was built on-site for the children of the workers.) After Barringer’s death, mining for meteorite ore ceased. The head-works protecting the slant drilling rig collapsed and, finally, the corrugated steel walls and roof were hauled out of the mine on drag-lines built in the hope of extracting nickel-iron ore from the hole.  Barringer’s heirs retained their ownership of the crater and, when Route 66, was completed between Gallup and Flagstaff (around 1926), travelers from the Midwest to California passed with a five miles of the site.  By the mid-thirties, the property had been converted into a tourist attraction.   750,000 tourists visit the crater annually and, so, of course, the place is a kind of gold mine, although not the sort that George Barringer conceived.  


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Barringer’s mining enterprise was founded to a large degree on a big chunk of slag discovered by Holsinger near Canyon Diablo eleven years before his the fateful conversation on the porch of the hotel at Tucson.  You can see the so-called Holsinger fragment in the museum at the crater.  The meteorite is about a meter long (.8 meters) and black with shiny polished surfaces within hollow places in the artifact.  Some rust is visible in fist-sized indentations in the meteorite and the thing has a curious physiognomy, a topology of inside exchanging places with outside like a sculpture by Henry Moore.  Graphite nodules once embedded in the rock dissolved on impact and so the object has cavities like empty eye sockets – these deep, dark pockmarks give the meteorite an organic appearance, as if it is an Argus-eyed beast crouching on its plinth.  (Visitors are encouraged to touch the thing.)  The provenance of the Holsinger fragment is unclear.  The label suggests that the iron-nickel fragment was found near Two Guns, a disreputable collection of shack-taverns and whorehouses that grew up near the Canyon Diablo railroad trestle on the Atchison, Topeka and Santa Fe line to Flagstaff two miles to the north.  This big chunk of metal, of course, encouraged Barringer to believe that there was an immensely larger deposit of iron and nickel (the meteorite is 92% iron and 7.1% nickel) somewhere under the crater.  Samuel Holsinger was a forest-service land agent and the man who first told Barringer about the crater, then, known as Coon Mountain, in 1902 at the hotel in Tucson.  He was one of Barringer’s early investors and, in fact, worked as supervisor of the mining crews when work began at the crater.  The meteorite fragment is named after him, although it’s not clear that he discovered the thing.  


What happened to the bulk of the 300,000 ton meteorite that gouged the crater out of the desert plain?  It’s now thought that most of the mass of the meteorite vaporized upon impact.  The desert is said to be dense with small iron pebbles and round fragments like tiny ball bearings.  If a magnet is dragged through the loose sand around the crater, innumerable tiny iron particles cling to the lodestone.  


The crater is so vast that the vista from the rim doesn’t disclose that the cliffs around the pit and the hole’s floor are littered with mining artifacts, corroding cans and dusty bottles, winches, and gear boxes left by Barringer’s operations and the silica mining.  A number of drill-shafts were bored from the crater rim or, even, the desert at the base of the 150-foot high ramparts of boulders and debris blasted out of the pit.  In an enormous, featureless landscape, axles and drive-shafts and broken walls as big as SUVs shrink into insignificance and are illegible to the eye.  


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Although I have been in Flagstaff half-a-dozen times, I have no mental image of what the town looks like.  I’ve been on the commercial strip and have explored some of the high country under the San Francisco Peaks, but don’t recall ever seeing anything that I could identify as ‘downtown’.  I’m sure there are old buildings at a crossroads somewhere on the plateau and, probably, some switching yards for the railroads that intersect here – but these are not places that I have seen.  The Colorado plateau at Flagstaff gives the impression of being densely forested with tall, righteous-looking ponderosa pines among stands of pinyon and juniper trees; the slopes of some the ridges are clad in aspen.  In fact, the climate is semi-arid and the woods are park-like without much in the way of underbrush – trees cover the landscape but the vegetation isn’t fused together into a green wall; you can walk without difficulty in these woods in the spaces that the dry climate enforces between trees.  Normally, there is deep snow in the winter and patches of it will endure under the pine needles and in the shade of the ponderosas until early July.  (In March of 2025, the plateau was suffering from drought – ordinarily about 60 inches of snow falls here; the total accumulation of snow for the winter of 2024 through 2025 was tallied at eight inches.)  A steep dome-shaped peak, Elden Mountain, looms over Flagstaff, wherever it is hiding on the plateau – this summit is rimmed with trees and stands about a thousand feet over the Route 66 strip.  Elden Mountain blocks view from the highway of the San Francisco Peaks which tower over the plateau, their crests another four-thousand feet higher.  


The plateau seems featureless, a table-land entirely covered in pine forests, now and then, broken by broken heaps of black, ice-fractured basalt.  The apparent homogeneity of the plateau is an illusion.  In fact, the ponderosa forests conceal weird castellated turrets of lava flow and deep, dark chasms, invisible until they are immediately (and treacherously) underfoot, gouged down into the plateau.  The bedrock of the plateau is porous with buried cisterns and fissures in the fans of volcanic rock that form the pedestal for the San Francisco Peaks.  As a result, surface water sucked through the pine-needle forest floors seeps down into lava caves and bottomless cracks in the plateau – water doesn’t remain on the surface, nor does it flow, except as flash floods, in canyons.  For this reason, the area around the snowy peaks was called Sin Agua (“without water”) – the Indians who lived in this area, according, are called the Sinagua people.  Of course, we don’t know what they called themselves when they lived here in large pueblos in the forests or as cliff dwellers in the canyons.


When I traveled here with my family in 1970, we went to a place called Walnut Canyon.  I recall ruins under shadowy overhangs, cold breezes sweeping across the pine-lined canyon rim, and darkness in broad daylight, an effect of memory that I can’t quite explain: something like grey shadows, broken masonry, slicks of ice across an asphalt trail, the whole terrain somehow lightless although a wan sun shone in the sky.   


As it happens, Walnut Canyon is five miles from the commercial strip of old Route 66 where I am staying in east Flagstaff and, so, I drive to the National Monument, an easy enough place to reach through the woods: it’s three-miles of strip malls and gas stations and fast food places on 66, then, past a big Ralston Purina elevator, standing between railroad sidings, the white tower painted in the colors of the dog food logo, and, then, two miles on a winding road through the unspoiled pine forest to the Visitor Center.   


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At the parking lot near the Walnut Canyon Visitor Center, some tourists are walking dogs.  A girl in a sweat-suit jogs by.  Voices seem to emerge from the ground, wafting up from below, and there is a sing-song chant also rising out of the earth.  Tall ponderosa pines shade the vehicles in the lot.  At the end of a short pathway, some buildings jut over the canyon rim.  There are people in the gorge and it is their voices calling out and laughing and, it seems, monotonously chanting that I hear echoing upward in the stillness.  


The trail into the canyon exits the Visitor Center across a platform overlooking the gorge.  It’s a nasty, intimidating gash in the flat, pine-wooded table-land, a deep funnel-shaped slit that narrows at its bottom to a fissure so tight and gloomy that you can’t ever see its bottom.  Walls of dense shadow fall into the gorge where horizontal veins of sandstone run ribbons along the canyon wall.  At its rim, a man with a good arm could pass a football across the canyon, singing now with voices below.  The cut in the rock seems to have two parts, an upper gorge where there is enough purchase on crumbling sandstone for small, embattled trees to cling to the rocks and, then, the lower depths of the gorge where the cliffs are steeper dropping down to jagged ledges that lock together.  The trail drops down into this steeply tilted landscape over about 240 steps, steel treads mounted in the rocks.  At the overlook, you can see across the gorge to shadowy overhangs where rocks have been stacked to build blind-looking stone cells in the cliffs.  Once your eyes are accustomed to the gradations of light and shadow and the distinctions between stacked stone and the rock strata, it’s apparent that there are dozens of structures inset in the sheer cliffs.


At the outset of the so-called “Island Trail” (it loops around the mid-section of promontory point splitting the canyon into two deep grooves), a sign reads: “It is not necessary for you to descend.  It is mandatory to climb back up.”  This legend, intended as a warning as to the steps dangling off the side of the canyon, is a variant on the Coast Guard’s unofficial motto:   “You have to go out, but you don’t have to come back”, an informal motto dating back to the days when the Guard was known as the U.S. Official Life-saving Service.  Voices sound below and the chanting in the depths continues.


The path down traverses many steps and there are steep switchbacks in some places.  The canyon feels clammy and dangerous.  It’s hard to imagine the Indians that lived here scrambling up and down these sheer, fractured walls.  On the last ladder-like flight of steps to the relatively level trail around the “Island”, an angry Indian kid is sitting at the top of the stairs, bellowing the same words over and over into the gorge.  “This is my land.  This isn’t your land,” the kid shouts.  “You’re nothing but fucking bitches.  Call the fucking cops.  Go ahead, call the fucking cops to take me away.  It’s not your land.  It’s my land.”  Encountering this guy on the steepest part of the descent is a little alarming.  As I approach from above and behind, I speak to the Indian: “So how’s it going today?”  Obviously, it’s not going too well, I suppose, the kid would say, but he pauses in his chant, looks over his shoulder and mutters something like: “I wasn’t talking to you.  It’s okay.  My bad.”  I go around him and continue down the last dozen steps to where the trail looping around the pyramid-shaped “island” clasps together like a belt.  At that junction, an old man wearing a National Park hooded sweatshirt is chatting with several elderly tourists who wear hiking boots with expensive back packs and Nordic ski poles.  These people pretend not to hear the Indian above them who has reverted to his monotonous and indignant chant.  


The loop trail leads along a narrow shelf of rock very close to the stone walls wedged into the overhang cracks.  There are more steps up and down.  Half of the trail is drenched in profound shadow and the canyon below is grim and dark.  The other half of the trail is on the sunny side of the cliff where it is bright and warm and the stacked stones glow with an amber light.  Some trail-side markers emphasize that these dwellings were not “abandoned” but that the people simply left them on their way to a better life, departing from the canyon around 1250 after living here for 150 years.  The so-called Sinagua people built these granaries and small houses in the wall of the cliff; they are said to be the ancestors of the modern Hopi who, apparently (so it is alleged) trace some of their clans to this canyon and the structures remaining here.  


The trail and the steps are just the just the most recent iteration of various pathways carved into the gorge to provide access to the ruins.  People in Flagstaff began coming here in the last quarter of the 19th century.  Their picnic expeditions involved extensive looting.  At the Visitor Center, old photographs show men in cowboy hats and stern, formidable women wearing white long-sleeved blouses and sun bonnets gathered on the ledges next to the stacked stone walls.  People filled up picnic baskets with fragments of woven baskets, broken ceramics, arrowheads and tools of various sorts, and rags of decaying cloth.  After a quarter century of this looting, the artifacts around the cliff-dwellings were all gone and, so, visitors began yanking down walls and hauling the yellow stacked stones out of the gorge.  This alarmed some of the local people, of course, themselves assiduous looters as well, and, so, the place was declared a National Monument in 1915.  


I talk with the old volunteer near the place where the “Island” trail loops back under the daunting flights of steps leading to the rim.  He tells me that the canyon wasn’t a bad place to live. The people didn’t have to clamber down to the bottom of the canyon, invisible from this vantage, for water.  Walnut Creek is intermittent in any event.  Seeps drizzle down the canyon walls and some of them are feathery with algae and its was this source of water, available all year long, that supported the people.  A hawk soars high above the canyon rim and the angry Indian is now departed so that the canyon depths are mostly silent.  Shadows darken the gorge.  Soon the sun will be low and the canyon will be cold and dark and empty except for the spirits that the Hopi imagine haunting the dank gloom behind the stone walls jammed into the cliffs.  


8. 

When I check into the Americana Motor-Inn on old Route 66, a handsome young man is lecturing a girl on the history of the highway that runs next to the motel.  My impression is that the fashionable man is the owner the place and that the girl has applied for a job behind the reception desk – their colloquy seems like some kind of interview.  Some Indian curios are tastefully displayed against the wall and there are white tubular-looking bikes incongruously parked among the couches and easy chairs in the lounge.  The bikes, I assume, are for rent, so that tourists can take a spin around the streets of Flagstaff.  The man has a fuzzy face, half-shaven it seems – he looks like a tennis instructor or a golf pro or, for that matter, a surfer or ski bum.  He defines the word “Americana” for the young woman.  The motel has been renovated so that it will be ready for the 2026 centenary celebration of the establishment of what Steinbeck called “the Mother Road.”  Signs for Route 66 were first placed on November 11, 1926.  Interstate highways made the route superfluous by 1985 and most of the signs were then removed.  The hip young man says that affection for the highway wasn’t just “nostalgia”, but something more – that was where the notion of “Americana” arose.  


There’s a taco stand built into the former breezeway between the motel’s office and the rooms.  It’s a classic motor hotel design, a couple of horizontal wings with doors opening onto a sidewalk along the parking lot. The blocks of rooms form a right angle, enclosing the turquoise lagoon of the small swimming pool.  The rooms’ numbered doors are painted bright red and there are picture windows inset in the brick walls between doors:  here a lamp on a table glowing behind the glass or the opaque ruffle of white curtains or people having sex in a room full of green gloom like the bottom of an aquarium or lodgers murdering one another while the TV flickers fitfully.  In my room, there’s a disco ball in the corner above the desk and the globe is spinning in a spray of spotlights, casting off sparkles and a flock of bright red and silver highlights that sweep across the wall.  It’s not immediately obvious to me how to shut off the festivities enlivening the room and the mirrors on the wall shimmer with specks and glints of light shed by the disco ball.  The bathroom is large with a big shower encased in a block of plexi-glass.  There are twin queen beds.  On the left, a sign posted on the wall above the bed says “HEAVEN” and labels a photograph of a forest of pine on a tilted hillside; the bed on the right, is named EARTH and the picture at the back-board shows the Milky Way spilled across deep space.   


 9.

Around 5:15, I consult my phone and find that there is a well-reviewed barbecue place, Satchmo’s, a third of a mile away. I walk along the Mother Road and, then, turn on an intersecting street.  Some government offices in glass boxes with tinted windows line the street, then, there’s a mildewed-looking Thrift Shop, an insurance office next to a chiropractor, and other small businesses, half of them defunct.  Banks stand at the intersection with drive-through kiosks in their parking lots.  It’s an odd array of enterprises, the rows of businesses set well back from the busy avenue with freestanding buildings occupied by cafes and hardware shops.  My feet are sore and my thighs hurt from clambering around in the canyons and, so, I tire of looking for Satchmo’s.  It’s not obvious to me where the restaurant is located and the map on my phone is misleading – it flattens everything into a row of stores and cafes when, in fact, many of the enterprises stand at skew angles to the road, islands in asphalt that is ambiguously either parking lot or street or some combination of the two functions.


I see a Vietnamese place, the Pho café, along the sidewalk under an arcade jutting from the flat roof of the row of businesses.  Neon shows a cup of tea from which steam emanates.  The inside of the restaurant is mostly empty except for a couple of Hispanic girls in a booth.  It’s fragrant and there are some travel posters of Vietnam framed on the walls as well as a plaster Buddha next to the cash register flanked by a couple of colorful red lacquer elephants.


The waiter seems to double as chef and he looks like a swarthy pirate.  Most of his face is masked by a bandana, but I see that he has luxuriant bushy eyebrows.  The guy speaks with an exaggerated New Jersey accent, a little hard to decipher because his lips are covered by the bandana.  He tells me “Brudder, yer food will out momentarily...”  Every time he attends to my table, he gruffly calls me “Brudder.”


Mountain darkness has fallen.  It’s purple and blue between the specks of light along the avenue.  I see Elden Mountain looming over the town, but the shape of peak seems pressed close to me – there’s no perspective, no regression to push the mountain back away from my eyes, nothing with which to measure scale in the gloom.  It’s an optical illusion but the mountain looks like a heap of construction debris, like a pile of gravel dropped by dump-truck or a mound of dirt flung up from a pit where footings for a building are being poured.  The peak seems close enough for me to touch, a heap of darkness in the empty lot between buildings.  


The girl in the taco shop at the motel is sitting behind a counter on a folding chair.  She has a book open on the table in front of her and seems to be half asleep.  I feel vaguely disloyal for not eating at the motel but hiking across the dismal parking lots to the Vietnamese café, a restaurant that wasn’t even my destination.  I’m happy that the girl’s eyes are downcast and that she doesn’t look up at me as I walk past the little orange-lit cell where she is reading or sleeping or dreaming – which I can’t tell.    


Monday, March 17, 2025

Comment on the final section of the Testimonios in The Savage Detectives

 Comment on the final sections of the Testimonios in The Savage Detectives



1.

“The Savage Detectives” testimonios occupy about 400 pages of the novel’s 610 page length in Natasha Wimmer’s English translation.  The scope of this polyphonic section allows Bolano to orchestrate Proustian effects as to time and memory.  Characters are imagined as evolving or developing over a period of twenty years.  Ulises Lima and Arturo Belano, whose adventures provide the narrative scaffolding for the novel, age as the book progresses – around 22 or 23, at the outset of events portrayed in the book, we see them entering early middle-age by the end of this section.  Due to the expansive nature of Bolano’s storytelling and the detailed descriptions that characterize this part of the novel, the passage of time is not merely indicated or shown, but, in fact, rendered experientially – that is, the reader experiences time as an accumulation of events that congests our understanding and complicates our interpretation of the various stories presented, and, further, bathes everything in effects relating to both the persistence and dissolution of memory.  The “common reader” is never entirely sure what he or she recalls about past appearances of the many secondary characters who appear in this part of the book.  One reads by flipping back and forth between passages, searching for earlier references, and speculating as to events that may have occurred in the lacunae between narratives.  This type of reading simulates the passage of time and its erosive effects.  


Indeed, the passage of time is thematic.  The Savage Detectives is about disillusion, how youthful ambition sours into middle-aged compromise or despair.  The bright-eyed young poets who we meet in Juan Garcia Madero’s diary age: someone says “youth is a scam.”  Idealism doesn’t last and the dreams of revolution, both political and esthetic, evaporate.  Accordingly, time’s debilitating and corrosive effect is integral to the book’s development, most particularly in the witness testimony adduced over four-hundred pages at the center of the novel.


During the two decades narrated through the testimonios, of course, losses occur.  The flamboyant Ernesto San Epifanio, the gay writer who expounds at length on his theory that all poets are somehow homosexual (he distinguishes between maricons and maritas – that is, faggots and queers or “Nancy-boys”) suffers a brain aneurysm, almost dies, and, then, lingers in a much diminished state, ultimately dying in the home of his parents. San Epifanio’s mother believes that her son’s brain trauma has “cured” him of his homosexuality; “he’s no longer a fairy,” his mother says.  “Luscious Skin,” the gorgeous bisexual who claims to have “slept with every poet in Mexico” is caught in the crossfire during a narcotics raid and shot to death.  His friends and lovers search for his corpse desperately in the morgues in the D.F.  Renowned for his glamor and handsomeness – he’s said to look like “slender Mayan priest” – Luscious Skin’s body is “ashen” and half of his face has been shot away.


Norman Bolzman is a gentle, empathetic Jewish intellectual.  He is living in Tel Aviv where he is attending a graduate program in philosophy.  (The study of philosophy makes him “brain-sick,” we are told.)  Bolzman’s girlfriend is the ravishing, but fickle Claudia.  The couple lives in Tel Aviv with a roommate Daniel Grossman.  Ulise Lima shows up in Tel Aviv.  Lima has conceived an obsessive love for Claudia and hopes to win her affections, but, in vain.  A hundred pages later, Daniel Grossman tells the reader that Bolzman and Claudia have separated.  Bolzman is teaching at UNAM.  He retreats to a remote village on the sea-coast for a vacation where Grossman visits him.  Bolzman is writing an article about Nietzsche but with reservations – some of Nietzsche’s ideas seem to Bolzman to be uncomfortably intimate with Nazi ideology.  After an idyllic holiday, Bolzman drives back to Mexico City in his sports car.  Grossman is riding in the car as his passenger.  As Bolzman drives at high speed  cross-country, he recounts how he observed Lima sobbing with unrequited desire (or masturbating).  Bolzman has a sudden epiphany:  Ulises Lima’s love for Claudia far surpassed his affection for her; invoking the Nietzschean concept of the “eternal reoccurrence of the same”, Bolzman imagines Lima endlessly presenting his romantic suit to Claudia and she endlessly rejecting him.  The notion is disturbing and, when a truck veers across the center-line, a crash occurs.  Bolzman dies; Grossman is badly injured.  When he recovers, Grossman searches for Lima in Mexico City, walking the length and breadth of the megalopolis (where he is mugged three times), but never encountering the poet.  Lima seems to have simply vanished.  (One of the themes of the novel is Latin America’s desaparecidos – or “disappeared” men and women; Lima has previously gone missing in Managua in Nicaragua; Belano frequently vanishes as well.)


2.

I don’t think it can be denied that The Savage Detectives decays a bit toward the end of the testimonios sections.  The urgency, almost breathless, quality of events in the two-thirds of the book has calmed.  There are longueurs and obscure passages that can’t be readily interpreted except as evidence of the narrator’s madness.  (A notable example is the esoteric passage that doesn’t make much sense – how is that 7 x 3 = 22 as maintained by Julio Martinez Morales at the Feria del Libro? – at pp. 514 -516.)  The dull melancholy that descends over the narration, enlivened by farcical episodes, traces the dying fall, the diminution in significance and meaning that afflicts the characters.  As the protagonists experience their midlife crises, the book also suffers from a similar crisis – the prose becomes exhausted or strains for effects that it doesn’t quite achieve.  The effect is similar to “Ithaca”, the penultimate sequence in Joyce’s Ulysses, an important source for Bolano, in which Leopold Bloom’s return home after his peregrinations in Dublin is expressed in worn-out cliches, advertising slogans, a lackluster catechism that expresses the hero’s exhaustion in language that is similarly exhausted and drained of its meaning.  The ecstatic sexual episodes of the first third of Bolano’s book are notably absent from the latter part of the testimonios.  The dreams of youth, full of ardor and ambition, have dissolved into ever-increasing disillusion.  No one imagines themselves capable of being the mother of all Mexican poets, or their wise father; no one thinks he can make love to all of the poets in the country.  The hope of establishing a community of bold, revolutionary Latin American poets has evaporated.  Sexual and esthetic revolutionaries have become middle-aged members of the establishment. The dictators and strongmen are in command; even the Sandinista revolution in Nicaragua (where Ulises goes missing) seems to be in some kind of trouble, the struggle devolving into a venue for a field trip by “peasant poets” from Mexico City.  Simply stated, the energy leaches out of the lives of the characters and drains out of the book as well.  Keats argued that poets were “the unacknowledged legislators of the world”.  But Keats died as a young man.  Bolano’s poets and writers are no longer even the “legislators” of their own lives.   


Viewed in this light, Norman Bolzman’s death behind the wheel of his late model sports car seems to be the fatal outcome of a mid-life crisis.  Two emblematic episodes, mirroring one another, define the anomie and malaise afflicting both characters and the novel.  In the first, Belano fights an idiotic duel with the pompous critic Inaki Eschevarne.  The subject of the duel is a review, not yet written let alone published, of one of Belano’s books – Belano now seems to have eschewed poetry for novels.  Belano’s logic underlying his challenge to the critic is grotesque and contorted.  Inaki has published an essay critical of an unnamed friend of a mainstay of Spanish letters, another pompous figure Aurelio Baca.  Baca responds with a venomous attack, mounted on behalf of his protegee against Inaki.  It’s obvious that this war of words will escalate and, for some reason, Belano thinks that Inaki intends to exercise his critical vitriol on Belano’s new book – he imagines that Inaki will “warm up” as it were preparatory to the main event that will be a direct attack on Baca, by maliciously savaging Belano’s novel.  (The proximate cause for Belano’s anxiety and preemptive strike on Inaki is that the critic doesn’t say “hello” to Belano when he calls his publisher when Inaki happens to be in the same room when the man takes the call.)  The rationale for the duel is ludicrous but, strangely enough, Belano’s friends support the challenge and one of them even agrees to serve as the writer’s “second” in the sword-fight.  The impression on the reader is of a literary milieu vexed with petty quarrels, afflicted with destructive arrogance, and moronically obsessed with “honor” – in fact, Bolano provides us with an entire chapter at the Feria del Libro (“Book Fair”) in Madrid on the subject of “the honor of the poet.”  (As the examples in this chapter, the so-called “honor of the poet” is, more or less, illusory and non-existent – the testimonios show poets who are disloyal, backstabbing, and petty.)  Belano’s comical pursuit of the duel verifies Xose Lendoiro’s assertion that the poet is “a third rate Julien Sorel” – that is, a vainglorious seducer and duelist like the protagonist of Stendhal’s The Red and the Black.  Early in the testimonios, one of Belano’s first girlfriend, Laura Jauregui, also a vain and frivolous person, asserts that the entire Visceral Realist movement was merely a device to impress girls.  There’s more than a little merit to this assertion since Belano is anxious to have a female admirer (or former admirer) observe the duel remotely, from a car parked on a hill above the beach where the fight occurs.  Inaki and his second are, also, anxious to have a woman present on their behalf to watch the fray and cheer on the combatants.  The duel is particularly stupid and pointless because by this point in the novel, apparently early 1994, Belano is about forty and has acquired an ex-wife and son. (Bolano exercises his typical craft in this context, rendering occult (hidden) the circumstances that led to his surrogate, Belano’s marriage – we never see his ex-wife or child.  This is a central narrative strategy in the novel – key events are not described and left obscure: for instance, we don’t know why Ulises Lima goes missing in Managua or what events occur in his odyssey along a symbolic river of migrants, goods, influences and poetry that links the nations in central America. We’re not told what happened to Belano when he returned to Chile in 1974 to fight against Pinochet. This tendency to conceal motivations or events of signal importance is integral to Bolano’s narrative art.  A tiny example is Heimito’s remark in Vienna:  “Sometimes we saw cardboard boxes floating on the water.  Which brought back terrible memories for me.” cf. 325.  What memories?  Why?)  Similarly, several of Bolano’s characters encounter the devil (Edith Oster in the park in Rome, Belano in the chasm).  What is the devil like?  What is the outcome of these encounters?  The duel on the beach frequented by nudists, near the bar and grill Los Calamares Felices (“The Merry or Happy Squids”?) follows this same pattern.  The sword fight goes on and on until Bolano tires of it and simply ends the chapter – we don’t know the outcome of the duel.  (The effect is similar to the great duel scene in Michael Powell’s The Life and Death of Colonel Blimp in which the film’s two protagonists fight a similarly meaningless duel and the camera, disinterested in the combat simply drifts away to focus on snow falling outside the theater of combat.)


The duel scene is echoed in the testimony of Clara Cabeza, Don Octavio Paz’s personal secretary at Chapter 24 (pp. 531 - 540).  As if by appointment, Octavio Paz and Ulises Lima meet three times in the decrepit Parque Hundido.  (Hundido Park is in the Benito Juarez neighborhood of south Mexico City, a “sunken” park landscaped as an arboretum in terrain that was excavated by a brick company now long defunct.)  The two men engage in an elaborate pas de deux, ritualistically circling one another like the combatants in the duel on the beach.  (The imagery also suggests dogs sniffing one another.)  At one point, the Visceral Realists threatened to kidnap their great adversary, the renowned formalist poet Octavio Paz and, so, there is an undercurrent of animosity between the two men.  Of course, Octavio Paz, a world-famous figure is instantly recognized by everyone.  Paz seems to think that he recognizes Ulises Lima but, obviously, is uncertain as to his enemy’s identity.  As with the duel on the beach near the Calamares Felices, Clara Cabeza, a loyal female secretary, witnesses the weird, stylized confrontation between the two men.  They circle the park on a path that requires them to pass one another face to face.  Paz demands that Clara Cabeza prepare a list of all Mexican poets active since 1950 – using, as it happens, “the famous Zarco anthology” that is the subject of much discussion two hundred pages earlier: Sebastien Luis Rosado conspires to get a poem by his lover “Luscious Skin” into the anthology but we know that neither Belano nor Lima nor any of their “Visceral Realist” compatriots were published in the book.)  Lima’s name, of course, is not on any lists.  Ultimately, Lima and Paz converse and Lima introduces himself as the “second-to-last Visceral Realist in Mexico.”  Paz isn’t sure about the movement and confuses Visceral Realism with Stridentism (sometimes called Infrarealism in the novel).  It is interesting that Paz recalls that the obsessional object of desire in this book, Cesarea Tinajera, was a member of the Visceral Realist movement – of course, with Manual Maples Arce, Tinajera was a “Stridentist”, one of the utopian poets who planned to build “Stridentopolis” as its capitol probably in the Sonoran desert.  But Lima’s identity baffles Paz: How can a much younger man have been a member of the Visceral Realist movement that Paz mistakenly believes was contemporaneous to Cesarea Tinajera?: “I would have been ten years old,” Paz muses, back in the days of the Visceral Realists, “this was around 1924".  In fact on the third day of these encounters, Paz and Lima converse and, in fact, shake hands cordially. A duel is averted.  But Lima, like Belano, has been lost to Mexican literary history.  None of the Visceral Realists are represented in the “famous Zarco anthology.”  By contrast, the lost poet, Cesarea Tinajera, still resides in the living memory of several of the characters in the book, notably the great poet Octavio Paz and, of course, the scrivener Amadeo Salvatierra.  The irony is that Belano and Lima wrote many poems.  Cesarea Tinajera’s work survives in the form of a single cryptogram, a collage of emojis (as we would say today) – it’s a stretch to call her one surviving work “Sion”, a wordless pictogram, a poem at all.  We must imagine the strange, initially hostile, minuet between Paz and Lima in the Hundido Park as the counterpart of the choreographed duel between Belano and Inaki Eschevarne on the beach.  In both cases, the implication is that both Belano and Lima’s efforts have been for nought and that the world is in the process of completely forgetting them.  More is known about the lost poetess, Cesarea Tinajera, than about Ulises Lima.


4.

It’s worth noting that the duel between Inaki Eschevana and Belano includes diction and imagery that invokes Jorge Luis Borges’ knife-fights in many of the Argentine writer’s short stories, particularly those that are described in his early collection Dr. Brodie’s Report.  When the swords are unveiled, the blades gleam with a sinister light.  This is a motif exploited by Borges in his narratives (derived incidentally from Borges’ readings in Old English particularly the lethal glistening of the swords in the Finnsburh fragment).  In several stories, Borges’ argues that the knives themselves are thirsty for human blood, that they want combat, and that their will, as instruments of death, overcomes the will of the combatants forcing men to fight to the death over trivial quarrels.  This mock-heroic view of dueling underpins the episode in The Savage Detectives.   


Borges argues that the esthetic effect that he seeks to achieve in his stories is to suggest “the imminence of revelation” that is, however, always deferred.  (See Borges’ essay “The Wall and the Book.”) Although Borges traveled to Chile to receive a literary award from mi general Augusto Pinochet, Bolano revered the Argentine writer.  The manner in which Bolano suggests that a riddle is about to be solved or some mystery deciphered and, then, reneges on that promise, I think, materializes Borges’ ideas about delaying the “imminent revelation.”         


5.

Among some, The Savage Detectives is reputed to be misogynistic.  Guadalupe Ochoa, the real life model for Xochitl Garcia in the book, reported to El Pais that she was writing her own novel about the Visceral Realists as a response to the supposed misogyny in Bolano’s book.  These aspersions cast on The Savage Detectives merely establish that many of its critics haven’t succeeded in reading the entire novel and, in fact, seem to have given up on the book a few pages into the testimonios sections.  It is hard to see any trace of misogyny in the last testimonio involving Belano’s life in Europe.  This is the section narrated by the female bodybuilder Maria Teresa Solsana Ribot (pp. 541-557).  


Belano is living in Magrat (the Catalan word means “Reluctantly”) on the Costa Brava about 45 miles northeast of Barcelona.  His landlady, Solsana Ribot, works as a barmaid in a tavern called La Sirena.  She is champion bodybuilder, intensely committed to exercise and healthy living, although it’s also evident that she has some bad habits of her own.  Solsana Ribot is a figure completely unlike the neurotic and self-aggrandizing poets that usually associate with Belano.  Like Xochitl Garcia, she is kind, generous, and pragmatic.  The books that she reads are about body building and self-help.  She is fascinated by Belano but admits not understanding him.  At several points in the narrative, Solsana Ribot wants to make Belano her boyfriend, but her commonsense, it seems, prohibits the relationship – he’s obviously unhealthy and physically weak and, of course, not her type.  Ordinarily, she fancies male musclemen, also champions in various bodybuilding competitions in which she participates, and, as the section ends, we see her attempting to make love to a burly bouncer at a local tavern, Juanma Pacheco.  The sexual encounter fails because poor Juanma’s muscles “were flabby since he hadn’t been to the gym for so long.”  Solsana Ribot is relentlessly cheerful and optimistic.  Like Belano, she is imagined as a rescuer – she denounces Belano’s current love-interest, the “Andalusian girl”, for putting her devoted boyfriend on a train leaving Barcelona (where the girl apparently lives) when Belano has a temperature of 104 degrees.  (Solsana Ribot says that she wouldn’t treat even an enemy in this way and we, certainly, have the sense that she is honest about this.)  We know nothing about “the Andalusian girl” except that she is fickle and mistreats Belano.  


Solsana Ribot seems modeled on the American female bodybuilder, Lisa Lyon.  Lyon enjoyed brief notoriety in the eighties when she was photographed by the fashionista Helmut Newton, the decadent Joel-Peter Witkin (who at that time was working on pictures of cadavers at a Mexico City morgue), and, then, Robert Mapplethorpe who was obsessed by her, made hundreds of pictures and seems to have been her boyfriend. Although there is something a bit freakish about the notion of a female bodybuilder, a concept that exposes male anxieties about women’s strength and bodily autonomy, Solsana Ribot (like Lisa Lyon) doesn’t regard herself as monstrous in any way – in fact, she is a model for healthy self-esteem (albeit, it seems, with a taste for rough sex).  Obviously, Bolano intends her as figure of nurturing and powerful femininity and she offers the sickly Belano a last opportunity to live a relatively normal bourgeois life.  (The paradox that Bolano exposes in this section is that the muscular and unusual Solsana Ribot, in fact, exemplifies something like normality.)  Solsana Ribot offers to lend Belano money and encourages him to abandon his doomed passion for the mysterious “Andalusian Girl”.  She says that Belano should find a woman who will take care of him and devote himself to raising his little boy.  In fact, it seems that she is tempted to assume this role herself but knows that it won’t work out.  Belano is obsessed with his unrequited love for the Andalusian Girl and rejects her advice.  (The sobriquet “Andalusian Girl” reminds us of Bunuel and Dali’s first surrealist film, the silent 1929 Andalusian Dog; in fact, the movie’s title Un chien Andalou with the addition of an “ne” reads Un chienne Andalou – that is, the “female Andalusian Dog” or the “Andalusian Bitch”, another term that Solsana Ribot uses with respect to Belano’s demanding and cruel girlfriend.)  Solsana Ribot, an icon for female power, can’t save Belano – he gives her a few books to read (she doesn’t read them) and she goes with him to the “station” from which he departs, apparently, for Africa.  


Solsana Ribot encourages Belano’s work as a novelist.  She points out that writing (and visiting his son) seem to be the only things that really interest him.  And, so, she argues that Belano should settle down and pursue these activities.  But there is a dark side to novel-writing, an obsessive quality to Belano’s work that Solsano Ribot fears.  Belano and the lady bodybuilder discuss Stanley Kubrick’s The Shining, a film about a deranged novelist.  In particular, Solsano Ribot cites one of the more frightening scenes in the movie, the revelation that Jack Torrance’s perpetual typing has resulted in only a single sentence endlessly repeated across hundreds of pages: “All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.”  In a passage at the end of her testimony alluding to The Shining, Solsano Ribot takes a peek at Belano’s manuscript, a text that she doesn’t understand and so, following Bolano’s practice of not revealing key elements in the narrative, she can’t or doesn’t describe.  Whether Belano is suffering from the homicidal “writer’s block” that animates Jack Torrance’s mayhem is unclear.  


The idea of a “writer’s block” is central to Mallarme’s “Sea Breeze”, a poem that begins with the expression: “Sad flesh.  And I’ve read all the books...”  Belano recites this poem to Solsano Ribot.  She’s impressed and wants him to write it down.  Mallarme’s poem imagines a young man on a seagoing vessel.  The text references “the lamp’s Sahara / On empty paper...” – that is, an inability to write based on what Mallarme calls “ennui”.  “Sea Breeze” seems to depict Rimbaud on his voyage away from Europe to Africa and prefigures Belano’s adventures in 1995 in Rwanda and Liberia.  In her pragmatic way, Solsano Ribot regards the poem about the “sad flesh” as beautiful, but pernicious nonsense.  She says that no one can read all the books in the world or “fuck all the women”. This stuff is narcissistic poison she warns and, later, when the histrionic Belano brings up the “Andalusian Girl” again, she talks to him “about life’s responsibilities, the things I believed in and clung to in order to keep breathing” (586).  It’s not enough: the next day, Solsano Ribot sees Belano’s suitcase packed – he is ready to leave for Africa.  


The opposite of the aridity of “writer’s block” is fluidity of communication.  Under Solsano Ribot’s benign aegis, Belano has a revelatory dream.  In this dream, Belano sees himself as dragging a telecommunications cable into the sea – the cable is said to be many miles long and its placement in the ocean, presumably, to facilitate transmission is a herculean task, but one that the dreamer accomplishes without effort.  (He is assisted by a little brother, a figure that Solsano Ribot interprets as Belano’s son.)  The two figures are dressed in Arabian robes and wear curved scimitars in their belts, possibly a reference to Belano’s duel.  There is said to be a glacier comprised of sand in Sicily.  The sand-glacier falls as a sort of avalanche but no one is harmed.  This complex of images suggests the thousand-and-one tales of the Arabian Nights, that is, an endlessly regenerating narrative, transmitted across the oceans to the whole world – Belano imagines the thread of communication as connecting Sicily and Indonesia. The desert, meaning, I think, the aridity of flagging inspiration (or writer’s block), is the inverse of the watery fluency of writing suggested by the telecommunications cable.  Solsano Ribot interprets the dream as auspicious – it means “your luck is about to change, things will start going your way.”


5.

Like his namesake, Arturo (“Arthur”) Rimbaud, Arturo Belano travels to various conflict zones in Africa.  (Rimbaud, after his disastrous homosexual affair with Verlaine, went to Africa from Aden in Yemen.  He spent the last half of his life running guns and trading in the Horn of Africa before dying at age 37 of bone cancer in the seaport town of Marseilles.)  Rimbaud is identified directly as a precursor and model for the European adventurers depicted in Jacobo Urenda’s narrative (558 to 583): Urenda, an Argentine photojournalist says “My generation overdosed on Marx and Rimbaud” (560).  Urenda meets Belano in Kigali (Rwanda) where the Chilean writer is working as free-lance journalist.  Belano confesses to Urenda that he is hoping to find his death in Africa.  Like Rimbaud, he has gone into the wilderness to perish.  But, as always, there are contradictions and paradoxes in play – notwithstanding, Belano’s ambition to die in Africa, he attends closely to his health and, in fact, faithfully takes a variety of medications for his many ailments – he has ulcerative colitis, a bile gland that is sclerotic, and a number of other potentially deadly conditions.  Urenda is drawn to Belano who retains the magnetism and charisma that has attracted people to him throughout the book.  When Urenda returns to Paris, he buys medications to send to Belano that would otherwise be difficult to access in central Africa – Belano is working in the Congo and other dangerous parts of the continent.  (Curiously, Urenda discusses Belano with his Parisian wife, someone named Simone, a character who seems to know about Belano’s personality – many critics think that Simone is Simone Darrieux, one of Belano’s girlfriend in Mexico City and later Paris, a practitioner of mild forms of SM; another echo from earlier in the novel is the fact that one of people sending lifesaving medication to Belano is his adversary in the duel, Inaki Eschevarne.)  On several occasions, Urenda leaves Africa for rest and relaxation in Paris and, each time, expects that he will never see Belano again.  But on his returns to Africa, on several occasions, he encounters Belano.  Belano seems to be rallying. Although emaciated, he seems healthy and his mood is improved – he no longer is seeking death.


We last see Belano in a tour-de-force episode set during the Liberian civil war.  Belano has left traces of his presence in Monrovia, the capitol of Liberia, and is believed to be covering the conflict somewhere in the interior.  Urenda makes an ill-fated excursion to some small villages where fighting is occurring only about twenty miles away the capitol.  A colleague, the Italian Luigi, is shot dead by a sniper and Urenda takes refuge in a mostly abandoned village in the combat zone.  In this place, he encounter Belano who emerges from the jungle with a famous Spanish war photographer named Emilio Lopez Lobo, a “living legend” among the correspondents – we are told that he is to photojournalists what Don DeLillo is to writers.   Belano immediately recognizes Urenda and two men talk.  Lopez Lobo, mourning the death of his small son, has now assumed Belano’s role – that is, he is courting death as an end to his grief.  Belano, on the other hand, now seems determined to live.  The group hiding in the village, known as Brownsville, agree to divide into two parties.  One party will hike to the main road in the hope of reaching Monrovia alive – Urenda, not anxious to perish in this hellhole, plans to travel with this group of refugees.  Belano and Lopez Lobo decide to accompany some of the child soldiers toward the front-lines where there is fighting between the forces of General Kensey (one of the rebel leaders) and the 19-year-old General Lebon, a soldier loyal to the regime of Charles Taylor, the president of Liberia.  It seems obvious that the mission to the front lines will prove to be fatal.  But Belano, who has now conceived a strong desire to live, decides to accompany Lopez Lobo to express his solidarity with the mourning photojournalist – Belano “wasn’t going to let him die alone” (580).  At dawn, Urenda starts walking toward the road to Monrovia with a group of women and other civilians.  He sees Belano marching out of the village with Lopez Lobo with a look of utter terror and “fierce happiness” on his face.  This is the last time anyone sees Belano.  Urenda escapes to the capitol and leaves Liberia never to return.  Belano’s association with the “child soldiers” – “they’re all fucking kids...they kill each other like they’re playing” (581), should remind us of the youthful enthusiasm and ardor of the boyish Visceral Realists and, even, Juan Garcia Madera, the youngest of that group.  Poetry is a kind of play; now, the play has become lethal.  


There are several things to notice about this passage in the book, an effective and suspenseful adventure tale that is like something by Joseph Conrad (some of the effects mirror Conrad’s “Heart of Darkness”) or Graham Greene.  First, Belano is now associated with photojournalists – he is no longer accompanied by a platoon of poets or writers.  The word has given way to pictures – just as Cesarea Tinajera’s poems seem to be composed of pictograms and not words.  The novel exposes skepticism about the function of literature; there’s only so much that words can accomplish when confronted with the “horror of the world”, something that Urenda tells us that “Latin Americans are less affected by” than others – presumably due to the history of brutal repression in the “Southern Cone”.  Second, the scenes in Liberia remind us that a man’s death has meaning only if he intends to live – Belano’s fatal decision to accompany Lopez Lobo to his doom so that the grief stricken man “will not die alone” is a last gesture of solidarity; Belano doesn’t want to die – he wants to live but his role as a rescuer (the man who brought the child out of the Devil’s Mouth) casts him as someone who will die to help a friend.  This is a quixotic, hopeless gesture, something imagined from a Peckinpah film like The Wild Bunch (clearly an influence on Belano) and shows us a courageous side to Latin American machismo.   


The episode in Liberia climaxes with a long vigil in a stinking shack in Brownsville.  The scene parodies and invokes Christ’s agony in Gethsemene.  For the war photographer, Urenda, despair has reached a pitch that is beyond words.  Hearing people speaking in the hovel, Urenda declares that the Babel of tongues disgusts him: “all languages seemed detestable to me just then” (576).  But we must attend to the qualifier “just then”. Gradually, language reconstitutes itself and establishes meaning in the world.  First, Urenda hears strings of names, fragments of speech, as he listens to Belano and Lopez Lobo speaking.  The dark shack becomes a labyrinth, at first, meaningless, but, then, organized according to a narration.  (Like Amadeo Salvatierra who is drunk and loses his way in his own small apartment, Urenda gets lost in the small shack; he can’t find his way.  This is an evocation of the aimless wandering that characterizes so much of the book, the notion of being hopelessly lost like the 500,000 Galicians in the dark forest at the end of Xose Lendoira’s story – all “are lost and alone” despite being part of a multitude; it is “Mexicans lost in Mexico”.)  Gradually, a story emerges in the darkness.  The story is about the successful life of Lopez Lobo with sex, fame, a happy marriage, and many friends.  But this life is destroyed by the death of the great cameraman’s son.  His wife divorces him and he leaves the urn of ashes, the remains of his little boy, in a New York subway.  This loss drives Lopez Lobo into the wilderness of Africa where he is now seeking death.  The narrative, like all of the stories in the novel, emerges out of desperation and sorrow – but it is a story that gives meaning to Lopez Lobo’s life and the death that he desires.  We make sense of the world by telling stories about it.  Lopez Lobo’s story is persuasive and induces Belano, who desires to live, to die by his side.   


6.

The final chapter in the Testimonios, 26 (pp. 584 - 588) foregrounds issues as to periphery and center.  Simply put, we are all central to our own stories, but peripheral to the concerns of other people.  The fundamental feature of human life is dramatized in the last section of the “Savage Detectives” part of the novel.  


If Mexico City, Barcelona, and Paris are central locations in the novel, certainly, Pachuco, the capital of the east-central State of Hidalgo is peripheral.  Interest in the Visceral Realists, who are being rapidly forgotten in the nineties, has migrated to the unlikely venue of the University of Pachuco, a provincial place remote from the prestigious UNAM in Mexico City.  Professor Ernesto Garcia Grajales claims to be the “only expert on the visceral realists in Mexico.”  He provides a brisk update as to current status of members of the movement in December 1996.  (See 584 - 585).  He says “(a)bout Arturo Belano I know nothing.”  His interlocutor asks him about Juan Garcia Madero.  He’s never heard of him.  By this point in the novel, this revelation is not shocking.  We have read through about 440 pages of testimony about the Visceral Realists and their precursors, the Stridentists.  No one has mentioned Garcia Madero.  The narrator of the first and last sections of the book, an intensely realized character, has vanished from history without a trace.  He isn’t even peripheral to the stories about Belano and Lima as understood by Garcia Grajales. 


There’s a faintly comical quality to Professor Grajales’ remarks.  Pachuco is known for its silver mines and mountains, not its poets – although Grajales claims that there is a great Pachuco poet (Manuel Gerez Garabito) whom the professor praises to his interlocutor.  So far as I can ascertain, the poet Garabito is as fictional as the University of Pachuco (the actual school in town is the State University of Hidalgo).  The name “Pachuco” also tints the interview with a faint absurdity.  A “pachuco” is a zoot-suiter, the Mexican gangsters who entertained the public with their garish and ridiculous garb in the early forties.  (Octavio Paz wrote an important essay on the Pachuco called “The Pachuco and Other Extremes” – it’s part of his famous 1973 book on Mexican culture, The Labyrinth of Solitude).  The Pachuco was a phenomenon of the North – the fad originated in El Paso on the Sonoran border but, then, spread to Los Angeles where there were “zoot suit” riots.  The zoot suitors parodied Anglo fashion, caricaturing it to an extreme degree.  Accordingly, there are absurdist overtones to Grajales’ earnest sponsorship of the mostly forgotten Visceral Realists.  


The section ends with the valedictory interview with Amadeo Salvatierra concluding as it began in January 1976.  (It’s the interview with Salvatierra that motivates the quixotic search for Cesarea Tinajera that is the subject of the short final part of the book – the return of the diarist Juan Garcia Madero.)  Salvatierra laments that “like so many Mexicans, I gave up poetry.”  No one reads poetry anymore the old man says.  Lima is apparently still “scanning the only poem by Cesarea Tinajera that existed in Mexico” – that is, the pictogram text of “Sion” in Caborca.  Belano has fallen asleep. (Amadeo doesn’t distinguish between the “two boys” and, probably, doesn’t even know their names; the identification of the characters here is my conjecture although based on evidence about how Belano speaks.)   Imagery associated with the uncanny and supernatural accompanies Belano here as it has throughout the book.  Somehow, Belano, although asleep is talking, although his speech “could have been a laugh, a gurgle or a purr or maybe he was about to choke.”  Belano affirms that the search for Cesarea Tinajera will be “for Mexico, for Latin America, for the Third World...”, an ambitious claim that the rest of this section of the novel has wholly, and brutally, refuted. (Belano also admits the quest may be for the benefit of their “girlfriends.”)  Belano is invested with eerie imagery – he seems to be “breathing with his bones”, a comment that reminds us of the paintings of “ossuaries” (or collections of bones) made by the painter Guillem Pina, who serves as a second for Belano in the duel.  (See p. 500).  Already in January 1976, the Visceral Realists are dead and gone – reduced to skeletal remains.  In a sense, Belano is speaking posthumously, from the stance of one who is already departed. 


This passage, like the last paragraph in Madero’s account of the escape from Mexico City at 139 draws the reader’s attention to a window.  (On New Year’s Eve during the siege by Alberto, the pimp, the back window of the Impala frames “all the sadness of the world concentrated” in the enraged pimp.)  Wan light is seeping through the window in Salvatierra’s apartment and the chilly light intervenes between the old man and the two boys – they seem to be apparitions from the “North Pole.”  Salvatierra tells us that the boys haven’t migrated to the North Pole, rather the cold light of that zone of ice and snow and death has somehow infiltrated Mexico City.  Salvatierra asks if the boys are cold and, then, poses the rhetorical question: Is it worth it?  Belano (who is the sleeping man) answers with the enigmatic response Simonel.  What does this mean?  A little later in the book, Belano uses the word “simon”, street argot for “yes” – this is at p. 596, when Lupe quizzes Lima, Belano, and Garcia Madero on street slang as they are driving through the Sonoran desert.  Simon means something like “Si, man” (or “right on!) and is an affirmative statement.  But this isn’t exactly what the somnambulant Belano says.  Instead, he uses an odd expression “Simonel”.  At page 587, Salvatierra asks the sleeper if he is a ventriloquist – to some extent, all poets or those who recite poetry are ventriloquists.  But the sleeper responds “no” or “maybe in the negative”.  Salvatierra records variants of the negative that the speaker may have used – nel, nelson, and nelazo provision defined as “no,” “no, sir” and “not a chance.”  So what has the sleeping Belano answered to the question Is it really worth it? -- something like “yes and no” or “yes but, maybe, no.”  


And, on this curiously ambiguous note, the middle section of the novel ends.  Salvatierra goes to the window and opens it; he turns off the lights in the room.  The window signifies the frame (or perspective) that the novel employs in making its meanings.  In fact, the frame, I would argue, is a structure that is equated to the novel.  We will see what happens to the frame of the window, and the framework of the novel, on the final pages of the book.